Finally I´m proud to tell my mum I´m not in the best place and "my" area. I´m a good student. I´m classified in the fifteen best students of my school but Sciences isn´t my scene. I always were good at languages, music and sports. English and Music were my preferences. I liked to Sciences but... were a little different from the others. I had the best mark in my final exam in portuguese. My marks at portuguese and english are one of the best, and I´ve been wondering: what am I doing? I made a mistake in choosing my carreer. I told, yesterday, to my mum that I´m in the wrong study area. I suggested to do the 10º degree again in Languages but she prefer to pay me a private college. Actually, I don´t. I don´t like my mum waste too much cash with me and I´m not feeling happy to go to a private college. So... that´s all.
I DON´T WANNA STUDY ANYMORE! I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY AND SELL MY BOOKS! I JUST WANNA PASS MY LIFE WRITING BOOKS, PEOPLE! I HATE STUDY MATH! I HATE STUDY CHEMISTRY! I HATE ALL! PLEASE, WAKE ME UP! I´M LIVING A NIGHTMARE!
what i really want to do...
in the final of the year... PARTY!
I WILL CRY!!!
You don´t care if I´m ugly...
You talk to me when I´m a little bit insane...
You awake I´m sleeping while you´re talking! ;)
You kid with me when I´m talking seriously
You suffer with me!
You explain me what I don´t know!
You run with me in my battles and help me defeat the enemy
You talk with me about Damon Salvatore! ;)
You talk with me about Dean Winchester!
hehe! I talk to you about Sam Winchester!
You talk with me about music!
We dance togheter! :D
You smile with me! :D
You SCREAM with me! ;)
You cry with me! :(
You´re so cute! *-*
I <3 you! *-*
To 5 special people called: Ever, Chloe, Cass, Bolachinha and Aninha! *-*
1 month before the exam
3 weeks before the exam
2 weeks before the exam
1 week before the exam
6 days before the exam
3 days before the exam
1 day before the exam
Minutes before the exam...
After the exam...
Today I´m feeling:
And... you ask me: why? I answer...
I HAVE EXAM TOMOROW!
After the exam, probably I will...
And Friday! No school! Yeah!
So, if tomorrow I didn´t had exam, at this time I would have been on Porto, seing MGMT.
But I´m a unlucky person and I´m here... blogging and studying...
But Andrew, you can count with me in other concert! ;)
By the way... Did you know that in Denmark, students are paid to study?
MUM! BYYYYEEEEE! :D
I´m such an unlucky person...
So... My exam...
I don´t know...
When I see an interessant guy
When I ask his age:
When he ask my age:
And I realise I´m too young to him...
I´m such a bitch!
I hate persuasive people
In the morning when I´m taking care of uncle´s store a man, very very stupid man, came and ask me for the money that my mum had left to pay a paintting. So, the man basically forced my cousin to buy a table and she left me a few money not enough to pay two tables. The man came and I ask for the paintting and I gave the money. He asked me for the money of the other painting...
"No, I heard the conversation and my cousin didn´t say she wanted the paintting. So, if you wan,t you can take this money unless you want talk with her,"
"But girl! For God´s Sake! She arranged with me. I´ll be harmed."
"No, I heard the conversation and she didn´t want the paintting. Your plan was did it and force her to buy it. If I was she... I wouldn´t buy the paintting."
My mind was thinking... "You´re such a bitch. I met people like you. I won´t ease your life, son."
At the end when I paid the paintting of my mum, he said:
"You´re an amazing gir! You´re so nice!"
I´m an amazing person and I answered:
"I´m not nice, sir."
"You´re wrong! So, when You´re nice?"
I thought: "Look at my face and find any kind of sympathy for you"
"At the end of the day. And your persuasion techinques doesn´t work it me."
I suppose he was thinking: "You´re suck a bitch, girl! You found my secret!"
And I´m smilling inside... because I can be bad with who deserves!
"So, I´ll back soon. I wanna talk with her."
And he returned and could sell the paintting. He´s an horrible man! Jesus! So disgusting and he think he is beautiful and charmous... Oh my God. I hate man like him! And he talks a lot. With me the conversation took me five minutes but with my cousin and uncle took 30 minutes. omg... I think I were bad but I hate him and, futhermore, he was always lokking to my legs. So disgusting!
When I told to my cousin...
"You´re amazing, girl! You´re my idol!"
When my cousin told to my uncle...
"Oh my God! I can´t believe!"
And I... in the end...
"Oh! I´m still a bipolar person."
Actually, I´m nice. I´m not nice with people that I don´t know or with disgusting people or people that I really hate or when I´m mad! Don´t be afraid!
Yesterday I were to my school at 8h30 p.m. Actually, I thought that "Cultural coffee" would be a plaguy.
Before leaving home:
Before seing my teachers:
When I´m talking to my teachers:
"How can you be so different here? I wanna lessons with teachers outside classroom! They´re cool!"
And the best moment... was when my friends sang my song!
Annie: "Life won´t wait for you"
Hayley: "No life won´t wait for you ma friennnnnndddd!"
Me and Annie:
"Dreeeeeeeeaaaaaaaammmm brother, my kiiiiillller, my looover!"
Holy Shit #2
I love Placebo... and I went to the web site of the Summer Festival called "Marés Vivas" in V.N. Gaia and I saw:
Placebo - (i think) 13 Julho
And... I realise that Placebo wouldn´t come to Portugal because I was seing the poster of the previous year!
My dog is so cute! He knows when I´m mad with him and he surrounds me constantly to have caress and to know I´m not angry with him!
And now... he´s eating my rubber!
He stays alike lots of time looking at me:
Few minutes later...
what I really want to to to him... -.-
"I will kill you!"
But, instead I smile, thinking that he is such an idiot and I´m a princess! hehe
Welcome to Hell! We have Cookies and Cocaine! ^^
What a hell am I writing?
Sorry, my little Bolachinha! If Joe hadn´t tested me... I wouldn´t done that! hihihi
Joe: Bolachina, put your hand like me! Place your outstretched hand and I will move your hand, ok?
"Ok, I will do it"
Well, I knew what Joe would do, so I hit on your hand with more force that I wanted! Sorry!
"Ups! I´m sorry!"
Such a mess...
When I think I´ll find Nárnia in my wardrobe:
What I find...
I´m such an unlucky person #2!
Blogger... Really dumb, you need to go to rehab... How can I follow nobody? Please... don´t make me stay mad... because I almost cried with this gif!!! I think I´m not in me! I never cry!
Holy Shit #3
I don´t understand anything about Maths!
Oh! Really Cool!
Thrusday I have Biology exam...
Tuesday... I have test at Physical Education...
Monday... I have to study...
I n the weekend... I ahve to study...
Today... I have to study too!
And Friday... hum... Let´s go to Coimbra! YYYYEEEEEAAAAHHHH! \m/
But... the saga begins... Studying to Maths...
Oh! Oh! I really love trains!
When a teacher ask me something:
"Is it for me?"
"Of course, Hayley"
My thoughts.... "Oh shit!"
"Hum... Can you repeat the question, please?"
"What´s the meaning of the expression." - she asked.
"Hum... she´s confused? I´m not sure... (Really sure!)"
I can´t understand why my english teacher is always asking me...
I hate Mondays!
My day begins with Math...
After... I have Philosophy...
And the teacher...
Talks a lot! Jesus!
After I have Biology...
And after... home
I HATE MONDAYS!
"Why don´t you use shorts?"
It´s an easy answer...
"I don´t have self love."
"Why are you so serious this morning?"
An idiot question...
"I HAVE EXAM, JERK!"
"Why you´re hearing this melancholic music?"
"Please, shuuuut uuuup!"
And so, my day was the best, as you can see!
But... I´m a little bit happy because... I´m seing SUPERNATURAL!!!
TOMORROW! COIMBRA AWAITS ME! OH YEAH!
Skunk Anansie and Marés Vivas too!
I´M AWAKE! TRYING TO SLEEP!
OMG! I CAN´T BELIEVE, NOW I´M THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN ALL THE WORLD!
PORTO WON! I´M HAPPY! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Oh! I´m ok... I´m not insane...
(não me apetece traduzir isto... mas hoje estou assim com instintos delinquentes... bem, eu fiz isto tudo quando recebi a notícia e fiz porcaria o dia todo! PPPOOOORRRRTTTOOOO!)
I have to study...
I have to clean my mess...
In fact... isn´t awesome but... a f***** SHIT!
Tuesday I have math exame...
And the best thing is... I don´t wanna study!
And... I don´t understand anything!
Lord! Help me! I only ask you this! Please, don´t leave me alone and let me see the exame of the best student in my class!
I´m such an unlucky person... Cientifically proved.